When you love someone so deeply you become deaf and blind to all things around you, you don't know you're breaking down inside until one day you open your eyes and realize that it's too late to turn back beacuse you've dug yourself a massive hole in which you are now unable to get out. you hide you pain so that people don't ask you questions of, WHO, WHAT, WHEN and HOW.. you become weak but yet you still have the strength to plaster a smile on your face, not for you own enjoyment but so they don't know that you're hurting. you feel as if no-one understands your pain or what you're going through so push them away by saying words like, "DON'T WORRY!", or "I'M FINE, REALLY!".. You laugh and joke so the cover up will seem more believable, all the while you're really bleeding from within.. The pain becomes more unbearable as time passes.. You love them, but they don't love you; you're willing to give them your whole world but they won't even give you a second look; you become weary and when you're finally ready to move on they go and do something stupid like smile at you making you fall for them all over again.. ANOTHER HEADACHE TO COUNT ON!!! ~!maginary~
Subject: WHEN YOU LOVE.. 
Fri Dec 12, 2008 4:35 pm
