insomnia

insomnia
ere days,
my thoughts filled of how you came.
you brought destruction to my mundane days,
i don't know who to blame.

sleepless nights,
my thoughts filled of you and i.
i'm in chaos, so i took flight.
for my heart might lie.

longing hours,
my thoughts wandering to you now.
i'm unfocused, waiting for our hour.
if i see you, how will i react, o how!

tense minutes,
my feelings slowly resurfaced.
you brought nervouseness with no limit.
calmness left me after i saw your face.

our final moments,
my desire i could not suppress.
as our eyes meet,
earth-shaking passion emerges.

will i take the plunge?
in this dangerous realms of love?
will i take the risk?
and bet my fragile heart.

but if i don't bet on this game?
can i keep my passion within me?
my desires at bay?
and be silent and never utter thy name.