i don't know where this would lead me,
but i am not suppressing this feelings of mine
just to satisfy fear that is within me,
just to be the coward that i used to be...
never in my life i've felt this kind of shiver,
i struggled for words when it comes to you
never in my sane that i've done this
i am lost within a persons smile...
just as much as i wanted you,
the least i could do is love you from a far
which i know hurts and does still hurt
but if things go my way
i'd be the luckiest...
just as how scared i am
i feel so weird about this
saying words that might not reach your soul
but from where you might be
i hope you can see...
how happy i am to be me...